So I'm in a desperate financial crisis. Or at least my
mind likes to believe I am. I very much need a job
(again)
for money to buy a plane ticket to see my lovely this summer, but
I've applied and applied and I keep getting so worried that
I'm not going to get a job. So-

If I did commisions, would anyone be intereted?
I will draw anything, so get your fetish list out. It doesn't
have to be Yuugiou or fandom related. I will do anything. Want a
portrait of yourself?
I will do it.
Want some digital coloring of some nerdy avie you have that no one else cares about?
I will do it.
I WILL DO IT I WILL DO IT. AAAH, CAPS LOCK, YOU KNOW THIS MUST
BE IMPORTANT.

But seriously, would anyone be interested for real? I'm just thinking
up the different ways I might be able to make money.

And while we're at it, you may or may not know that my mom says
I'm sixteen, so I'm old enough to get a job and pay for my own things. SO that means, that
right now, the only thing I'm getting is housing and food. She said
that she's never buying me anything again,that I'm old enough to support myself, and that
I can get a job. She's pulled the bill from everything she had been paying for, like my cell phone. And if you know
me, you know that it's as bad as having the intert taken away. The only
reason i have the internet is because she needs it for her business.
Well you know what, mom? I've been looking for a job for around three months.
And I still haven't gotten an interview. The only reason you aren't paying for my LIFESTYLE I'VE HAD ALL MY- LIFE is because you're
a fucking selfish cunt. We are affluent and aren't poor. There is no reason
for you to do what you are doing. And you know why she's doing it? Because she got engaged
again recently and her boyfriend's kids are twenty five and still live at home.
WELL YOU KNOW WHAT, MOM? I HAVE A 3.9 GPA, DO EVERYTHING YOU ASK, AND AM THE FUCKING GOLDEN CHILD. DON'T YOU TAKE IT OUT ON ME.

...F, I'm so emo but seriously, my homelife has gotten crap lately.
I just want school to end. We have thirteen more days, so I guess
Ican just be a little trucker and pull through. ;_;
But seriously. I'm so stressed and paranoid I feel sick. Ugh...
I don't usually make journals like these...

Again, anybody interested? I really need the money. And prices are up
for negotiation. I have no idea how much people would be
willing to spend, so we can just discuss it if you're interested.
It can be cheap, it can be ten dollars, whatever you like.