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Journal Entry: Sun Sep 27, 2009, 4:16 PM
  • Mood: Miserable
I hate everything.

Let's talk about the things you hate.




Here's my list


i hate that it's seven thirty
i hate that i've only had twenty hours of free time this entire week, most of which i spent sleeping
i hate my love life
i hate my school
i hate the people I have to sit with at lunch
i hate my town
i hate that i hardly ever get to see my brother
or my dad
i hate my step mom
i hate my ex girlfriend
i hate going to the doctors
i hate this shirt
i hate that i'm going to have to go to bed in five hours for another week of school
i hate lizzie eschenbrenner
i hate tess stanifer
i hate nicholas briant
i hate my principal
i hate her hair
i hate our dress code
i hate waking up
i hate taking showers because my hair takes too long to blow dry
i hate that it's already dark outside
i hate that it's hot
i hate that my leg hurts
i hate cramps
i hate that i had to leave school to go to the fucking HOSPITAL because i have such horrible cramps
i hate the women at the front office of my school
I hate that all I have to look forward to in my life is college, and that all it will be is more years of studying.
I hate my heart.
I hate the ache
I hate everything
I hate every single thing
I hate wet socks
I hate dogs
I hate animal abusers
I hate girls with high pitched voices
I hate boys who think they're funny when they do stupid things
I hate gender roles
I hate that I'm treated with less respect because of my gender
I hate that I cave into feminine
I hate that people think this means that I'm weak and pathetic
I hate that I have to pretend to be happy
I hate religion
I hate faith
I hate the political world
I hate how easy humans are to brainwash
I hate human behavior
I hate that we're all the same
I hate waking up alone
I hate that my scroll bar on my mouse doesn't work anymore
I hate that I have more fun on the internet then in real life
I hate that no matter where I go, where I live, where I think would be nice, I will always have to conform, or be looked down upon for differing views
I hate conformity
I hate blatant nonconformity just for the sake of being nonconformist
I hate the color yellow
I hate homework
I hate school
I hate that I'm no longer a child
I hate depression
I hate Disney
I hate that when I dress effeminite, I don't feel dominant
I hate being not dominant
I hate that I can't find a girl more dominant then I am
I hate homophobia
I hate 'morals'
I hate rules
I hate society
I hate that my nailpolish chips in one day
I hate that it costs so much to keep my hair maintained
I hate that my mom has a stay at home job
I hate drugs
I hate people who laugh to intimidate others
I hate one piece swim suits
I hate coins that are dirty
I hate not having pockets
I hate that most skirts don't have pockets
I hate that shoes cost so much
I hate changing lanes when I'm driving
I hate rednecks
I hate men
I hate businesswoman shoes
I hate that I can't dress like a dyke
I hate the word marriage
I hate child abusers
I hate sarah palin
I hate people who have big cars
I hate 'CN'
I hate people who don't like rap music because of the mainstream shit that's on the radio
I hate my life
I hate the scars on my wrists from where I cut myself when I was younger
I hate that I'm a coward
I hate that I'm pathetic
I hate that I give in to this mindset
I hate that everyone says that I'm 'better' when I'm not
I hate that I seek attention to feel loved
I hate that my instrument gets over shadowed by the trumpet
I hate when I empty my spit valve onto my foot
I hate band competitions
I hate that I can't think of the most important things to put on this list
I hate band competitions
I hate that I fall in love with the wrong people
I hate people who think they know what love is
I hate people who are happily in love
I hate heterosexual couples in public
I hate people who don't have respect for other cultures
I hate Italian food
I hate it when it stops raining
I hate the smell of wet dog
I hate humidity
I hate heat
I hate the cold
I hate Right Wing America
I hate that I'm so opinionated
I hate longing
I hate loneliness
I hate not having money
I hate that I never get to see my dad
I hate that my step sister legally changed her last name to my last name, and my dad said she was as much his daughter as I was
I hate that I hurt people when I was younger and had anger issues
I hate that no one saw it sooner because I was feminine
I hate small towns
I hate being tired
I hate being tired but not being able to sleep
I hate the uncertainty I have about my future
I hate not being able to choose my own college
I hate responsibility
I hate love
I hate being ignored
I hate being left behind
I hate being left out
I hate that no one knows I'm hurting because I smile
I hate that no one asks me 'are you sure?' when I say I am
I hate that I want them to give me attention, but I insist that I am okay
I hate that I am making this journal because everyone will think I'm a whiny emo shit
I hate flip knives
I hate going to the beach and getting sand in everything
I hate that my art work isn't progressing as fast as I feel it should
I hate that the majority of my internet friends left me
I hate that I am scared
I hate late night tv shows
I hate getting the wrong change back
I hate going to the mall and seeing people who I know there
I hate people who trace
I hate Deviantfart's mods
I hate 5Ds
I hate the way my chin looks
I hate that I have to keep up my appearance to feel good about myself
I hate my insecurities
I hate my pessimism
I hate wearing makeup
I hate driving
I hate that my grandma talks for hours when I don't want to hear it
I hate my dog
I hate people who follow trends
I hate the new popular styles of music
I hate the current fashion
I hate that I can't think of anything else
I hate that I can make a bigger list of things that I hate then things that I like
I hate how I look when I smile
I hate MSN IM's default emoticions
I hate people who think they're deep
I hate skinny people
I hate people who have no personality
I hate people who can't have a conversation
I hate when my shirt gets looser from wearing it so it's not as tight as it was at the beginning of the day
I hate football
I hate chocolate
I hate veins
I hate people who don't pop their zits
I hate that I keep thinking of things to add to my hate list so then I have to go all the fucking way back and update
I hate that the news only shows bad things
I hate facebook
I hate freshman
I hate seniors
I hate colorguard
I hate squeeky chairs
I hate when you have a cold during school, and you need to blow your nose but you don't want to because you don't want people to listen to you
I hate forgetting to take medicine
I hate that my mom moves all my shit and then forgets where she puts it
I hate that my mom is bipolar
I hate that I'm never going to be able to travel farther then the Earth
I hate that the Earth is so small
I hate that I'm going to die
I hate that I feel my life is worthless
I hate uncertainty
I hate the feeling on your teeth after you eat an orange
I hate the days when your nose hurts for no reason
I hate that my hair gets split ends easily
I hate that I don't have a bigger nose
I hate that I will never be the best at anything
I hate that deviantart has such shitty icons
I hate furries
I hate people who use old memes
I hate men who have long hair
I hate crocks
I hate that Hot Topic rapes everything it gets its hands on
I hate that I like Yuugiou so much
I hate people who wear things just because Hot Topic sold them
I hate people
I hate Lindsay Delany, Mr. Delany, and Mrs. Delany
I hate fat people who honk at you in their car
I hate fat people
I hate the clearance rack
I hate finding cute clothes and then realizing its the wrong size
I hate having my ear phones break
I hate nightmares
I hate people who yell at their kids in stores
I hate when babies cry in public
I hate pregnant women
I hate that I have to lean my arms onto my desk to type which then makes indentations on them
I hate people who brag about their dissorder or whatever the fuck
I hate girls who walk with a bounce so their tits jiggle purposefully
I hate tea
I hate when my ipod runs out of juice
I hate when my pencil eraser runs out
I hate not having gum
I hate people who are constantly chewing gum
I hate that we're not allowed to blow bubbles in class
I hate being in high school
I hate that my age limits me
I hate that I feel superior
I hate that I have to answer to authority that's less intelligent then me
I hate that my IQ doesn't save me from the idiocricy that I have to live with, and the way they treat me
I hate not being able to find the tv clicker
I hate waking up and having my neck hurt
I hate having my hair bands break
I hate getting my hair tangled
I hate having to breathe out of my mouth
I hate math
I hate change
I hate sports
I hate things I'm not good at
I hate having to clean my room
I hate crumbs
I hate when my house isn't clean
I hate religious propoganda
I hate bilboards
I hate getting car sick
I hate not being able to act on urges
I hate that I have to often be the better person
I hate having to be the only one to work on projects
I hate that my teachers think I'm ~just like them~ because of my grades
I hate putting on mascara and then having it get onto my hair
I hate cheap make up
I hate getting rips in tights
I hate having to ask people to repeat themselves
I hate the way my voice sounds
I hate that I'm missing a key on my keyboard and don't know what key it is
I hate when I'm typing this and have a long sentence and it creates a new line with just a couple of words in it
I hate people my age
I hate being hungry after eating
I hate eating in front of people
I hate breaking lead
I hate my handwriting
I hate when the microwave cooks something half way and it's cold in the middle
I hate half of the stamps on my shoutboard
I hate that I would give everything to my exgirlfriend, no matter what, no matter when, no matter how
I hate the power she has over me, even gone
I hate that I do the opposite of what I feel
I hate sunny days
I hate forgetting words in German
I hate grammar
I hate that I know nothing about the English language and how it's set up
I hate my country's culture
I hate my country's seemingly vast stupidity
I hate feeling as if I'm trapped by society
I hate being in control but not being able to take control
I hate buying food
I hate feeling full
I hate sweating
I hate that flowers wilt after picking them
I hate when I get bit by bugs
I hate that the people I care about don't know it
I hate that the people I most want to talk to I'm intimidated by
I hate that I love you
I hate that I'll never be with you
I hate that I'm in love with two people
I hate that I'll never be with either
I hate that the word Canada now makes my heart hurt
I hate not having new mail to reply to
I hate being hungry at 1o in the morning because my school starts so early
I hate that I want the stupid people to like me
I hate that I let them make me feel unwanted
I hate that I only have an hour left before I have to go to sleep and wake up for another week of work
I hate going to a restaurant and trying to pour the crushed red pepper on your pizza, only the stupid bottle doesn't pour more than one flake out at a time.
I hate puzzles, Sudoku, and any other "games" that are not fun.
I hate waiters who ask, "Would you like to hear our specials?" and then proceed to list about 62 DIFFERENT SPECIALS WITHOUT STOPPING TO SEE IF I CARE ANYMORE.
I hate the way your hands are still wet after you wash them and dry them with a towel.
I hate hotel food.
I hate shitty parents.
I hate expensive organic food.
I hate getting crap underneath my fingernails.
I hate the Spanish language.
I hate getting cold fries when you order fast food.
I hate fast food.
I hate people who confuse doing something for a long time with being good at it.
I hate people who read a book and take it WAY too literally.
I hate summer homework.
I hate people who ask for "honest feedback" but don't really want it.
I hate cold showers.
I hate when my 'free trial' for something runs out.
I hate when my computer shuts down in the middle of a project.
I hate taking notes.
I hate not making straight As.
I hate warm milk.
I hate dishwater.

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Weekend homework?

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kthnxbi.

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Malik, Marik, Malik, Marik, Malik, Marik, Malik--OKAY!

"If you don't get serious about this, I'll kick you..." -L (Ryuzaki)

Music = <3

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Four hours of weekend homework which you have to do on your only day off?

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Computer spam?

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"It'd be the kind of thing where you two get into hellraising fights and then have loud make up sex..." ~ Lily

Thanks to Specimen-F for the icon!!! 83 ~<3
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I get spam for sex toys.
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And the time will come when you see we're all one, and life flows within you and without you.
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PEOPLE.
And kippers. xP

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"Oh, so then I guess the panty-raid last night was totally uncalled for."

Dying is just God's way of saying "You're fired from life."
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The programs that are supposed to protect my computer actually spam mine. oh the irony!

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"It'd be the kind of thing where you two get into hellraising fights and then have loud make up sex..." ~ Lily

Thanks to Specimen-F for the icon!!! 83 ~<3
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I hate the fact everything is so far away from me.

Going to the grocery store or taco bell feels like going on a day trip.

And the fact my parents never take me to Boston. D<

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I love drawing random crap. Got a problem with that?

Don't mind me, I currently have my head in the clouds.
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Forgetting my key, and locking myself out of my dorm room. It happens more than it should.

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If I can dream of waking, how do I know I'm not dreaming now?
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Girls who think their 'rule the school' or that they're 'all that' or some related bullcrap.

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Procrastinators Unite Tomorrow
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BAND GEEKS RULE!!
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YEAAAAAAAAAAH! MY FAVORITE FUCKING SUBJECT!

A VERY BRIEF LIST ON WHAT SUCKS!

-People who say the glass is half full (BECAUSE IT ISN'T)
-Encyclopedia Dramatica's page on Pokemon (it isn't epic enough)
-Cats in hats
-Dog calendars
-People who dress their cats in hats or who own dog calendars
-Chef Boyardee spaghetti
-Kids
-KFC
-The Californian State flag
-The Andromeda Galaxy (it's in my galaxy's comfort bubble kthnx)
-Government
-Grilled Salmon Fettuccine
-Women who don't shave/wax their arm pits
-Men who don't shave/wax the shit off their faces.
-When guys absentmindedly scratch their balls
-When girls absentmindedly walk around with Camel-toe.
-People who won't shut the fuck up about the drugs they've done
-People who say 'W.T.F.' offline
-Burnt toast
-Disney seeing as they trashed the original stories of the Little Mermaid, Pinocchio, and the Hunchback
-The Chile's restaurant chain
-Ground beef
-People who use the word 'like' on an excessive basis
-Family Guy fanatics
-The fact that Family Guy is the only animated show in history to be nominated for a 'best comedy' Emmy
-Clipping your finger in a closing door
-Clipping your entire leg in a closing door
-Feet with warts on 'em
-Old people who say it sucks to be old
-the M&M's store in Las Vegas, NV
-Humidity
-Mickey/Micky/Satan Mouse
-Foreign language classes which are being taught by non-English speaking individuals in the U.S.
-People who think quoting other people is an intelligent way of adding to a conversation
-Tom and Jerry
-Black/Crack Berry handhold systems
-The Jaguar video gaming console
-PS3's selection of games
-the fact that no one knows who Gig is
-Total Drama Island
-Anything to do with modern day 'Cougars'
-the number '0' (it's a mindfuck number if there ever was one)
-The eyebrows of that Edward guy from Twilight
-Ginger fros
-Softcore porn
-The smell of vaseline on one's face
-The smell of gasoline on one's hands
-McDonald's Egg McMuffins
-Walmart
-Flickering lights
-Abrasive florescent lighting
-The Harry Potter movies
-Movies about dogs
-Not having batteries when the remote's fizz out
-The sting of habenero peppers on one's fingers
-Hearing about Detroit every five minutes on the news

MORE TO COME AFTER THE COMMERCIAL BREAK! :heart:

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Tue Oct 6, 2009, 5:54 PM
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Mon Oct 5, 2009, 1:10 PM
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Fri Oct 2, 2009, 5:14 AM
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Sun Sep 27, 2009, 2:50 PM
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Tue Sep 15, 2009, 6:37 PM
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i dont know... ;_; dont hurt me *ducks*
Tue Sep 15, 2009, 6:37 PM
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why oh why would you be scared of me? -wiggle-
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FEEL TEH CAPS POWAH
Wed Aug 26, 2009, 2:10 AM
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this shoutbox scares me :noes:
Wed Aug 26, 2009, 2:09 AM

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58 deviants said Live in the city, like living in the city.
22%
27 deviants said Live in the country, like living in the country because- good god, why? Just why.
20%
25 deviants said Live in the country, want to live in the city and better my chances of being a decent human being. :|
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